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So, I slipped off the map for a bit. I've been struggling with anxiety and depression. Over the holidays I was having a lot of issues and it took a few people sitting me down (and oddly the worldbuilders' charity stream) for me to realize something was wrong. I've been able to function but I really had to pull back in most of my social circles and fandoms. It's been difficult to muster any energy to engage. There's a small handful of people I've reached out to. Since December, I've had three really bad spirals and I've been getting the run around with my insurance in finding a therapist, so it's been fun. (Not really.) 

Anyways, I'm going to try to slowly get back into things. So, hopefully, you'll see me around! I'm a little bummed I missed out on signing up for the Steter Reverse Bang, but honestly, after the holiday exchanges, I'm burnt out on events. I have been doing some art #thoseartgoals, so look forward to random pieces that I hope you'll enjoy.

Speaking of, here's a Steter piece I forgot to post!
 

 

 

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Date: 2019-02-18 09:45 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] shipperslist
Oh dear, I’m so sorry you’ve been having a hard time! Depression is a bitch and when paired with anxiety it must be so much worse. 😔 But it’s a good thing you have friends you can rely on, they mean the world!

Take care of yourself.

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Date: 2019-02-21 04:28 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] rebak1tten
Oh, nice art, thanks for sharing! I'm on a break from events as well, just not feeling creative at all. Maybe it'll happen later. Hope you're doing okay and find both gym and therapist!

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Date: 2019-02-21 05:40 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] mia6363
<3 <3 <3 I'm glad you have great friends to help you get through it and it's always fine to take breaks, to really do.... what's better for you, you know? There are tons of events throughout the year so don't worry about that <3

Glad you're sorting through it <333333