rubyredhoodling: (Default)
[personal profile] rubyredhoodling
So, I slipped off the map for a bit. I've been struggling with anxiety and depression. Over the holidays I was having a lot of issues and it took a few people sitting me down (and oddly the worldbuilders' charity stream) for me to realize something was wrong. I've been able to function but I really had to pull back in most of my social circles and fandoms. It's been difficult to muster any energy to engage. There's a small handful of people I've reached out to. Since December, I've had three really bad spirals and I've been getting the run around with my insurance in finding a therapist, so it's been fun. (Not really.) 

Anyways, I'm going to try to slowly get back into things. So, hopefully, you'll see me around! I'm a little bummed I missed out on signing up for the Steter Reverse Bang, but honestly, after the holiday exchanges, I'm burnt out on events. I have been doing some art #thoseartgoals, so look forward to random pieces that I hope you'll enjoy.

Speaking of, here's a Steter piece I forgot to post!
 

 

 

(no subject)

Date: 2019-02-18 09:45 am (UTC)
shipperslist: nasa landsat image of a river looking like the letter S (Default)
From: [personal profile] shipperslist
Oh dear, I’m so sorry you’ve been having a hard time! Depression is a bitch and when paired with anxiety it must be so much worse. 😔 But it’s a good thing you have friends you can rely on, they mean the world!

Take care of yourself.